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moodykate

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  • Oct 10
  • United States
  • Deviant for 15 years
  • She / Her
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Llama: Llamas are awesome! (1)
birthdAy '10: decade of deviousness
My Bio
I'm 18. I'm doing my best. That has to be good enough.
Reinventing and Returning.

Current Residence: New York (not the city)
Favourite style of art: Photography
Personal Quote: "There is eloquence in true enthusiasm." - Edger Allen Poe

Other Interests
Art, Music, Lit

One more year

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Once again it's time for an October 24th update. This year I'm 18.  I'm doing the college thing and it going pretty well.  I was diagnosed with clinical depression last year but I think it might be Seasonal Affective Disorder.  Either way, this winter should be fun (said through clenched teeth). A lot of fantastic things happened this summer.  I'm growing up and it is liberating and terrifying.  I had my first job, first-, well, a lot of firsts. I can't really talk about a lot that's happened recently as it's quite personal, but I'm happy to say that I have amazing friends, but a lot to figure out in my head. Oh, and I have blond hair now
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17th Year

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Wow... I did my last journal entry a year ago today.  Cool. It's fitting that I say something. I guess I'll start with the fact that my style has changed.  And I like it.  I look back at the pictures I started with more than four years ago now, and I was in a completely different place.  Depression was killing me, sometimes literally, and that is reflected in my pictures.  Very dark, extremely high contrast, extremely low sharpness.* My photos slowly came out of the darkness as I did.  Gradually there is more light, less drastic contrast, more life.  I want my pictures to be something bigger than me now.  I want them to mean something. I
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Doo do do

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Four months later… Soooooo.  I’m in adv. art this year, focusing on drawing.  Is it just me or do you nearly always hate the picture you’re working on, even if it’s pretty good?  I don’t know… I’m not pleased with my shading. I submitted a painting from last year to a contest in a nearby city.  Hopefully I do well.  Last year I got honorable mention for a painting, and I think that my skillz (lol) have improved a lot since then. Speaking of painting… how about I go take a picture of some of my sophomore and summer paintings and drawings?  I’ll go see if I can find some.  For real this time! Hmm
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